Once upon a time, a long long time ago, my life was messy. 

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Not just messy, I lived in a constant rush and this resulted in a chaotic mind and body.

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Trying to live life according to the societal rules that are in place right now, or at least the rules some (most) of us tell us to be true, made me a confused and anxious human being.

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Sure, I enjoyed life as much as the next person but I didn't live aligned to my purpose let alone knowing what that even meant. 

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To paint a picture of this time I know call "my rural twenties" : I wasn't going to school as much as I should have, partied quite a bit, prioritised my job and social life over my education, and I wasn't thinking about my future at all. 

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But why?

Because I couldn't resonate with everyone else's future which seemed to have a consensus of finding a good job after uni, settle with a partner, buy a house, get married and have kids. Not necessarily in that order, but those seemed to be the only items on the menu of adult life.

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It didn't resonate with who I am (still doesn't) and started to feel lost and alienated but couldn't quite get to the underlying reason for it.

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Oh, and I had been on hormonal birth control since I was 14 years old.
 

What I know now but didn't know then is that getting in touch with my feelings and intuition was more difficult while being on hormonal contraception. 

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What I also know now is that ​not being aligned with the aspired life journey of the majority of people could have to do with who I am as a person.

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But more importantly: that there is no right or wrong in just being myself.

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Once I started putting the pieces together, I felt a sense of relief.

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I wasn't there just quite yet, but it all started to make sense what I was supposed to do and how I was supposed to live my life. Which is not according to the societal guidelines, but the natural ones. The cycles of life.

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Getting off birth control in my early thirties gave me such a big inside in my inner desires and passions and it brought me to my life purpose through it. 

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My life purpose is to live in alignment with cycles starting with the one that exists in my beautiful and strong body. 

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The journey of self-exploration and getting one epiphany after the other has only begun and I already know so much more about myself than I ever did in the first 30 years of my life.

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It's pure magic.

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Please take a look around this virtual home I created where I love sharing personal stories about living cyclically and most of all, how it has supported me to feel empowered to live a life that fits me perfectly.